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31 January 2030 @ 12:42 am
all of my crazy writing antics hereCollapse )

Current Location: mi casa
Current Mood: accomplishedaccomplished
Current Music: Teenage Dream- Darren Criss
so i haven't made a post in months. and i feel horrible about that.

but, as a lot of you know, i'm always on tumblr. and i have a lot of you as followers over there and it's great because i love so many of you. (if anyone of you don't have my url and would like to follow me, i'm over at kissedmequiteinsane)

anyways, since the last i've posted, my father's gotten somewhat better. he was in the ICU for the entire month of february and has since been to two hospitals and is now in a rehab center. he's hopefully coming home within the next two-three weeks (we bought a hospital bed for him which will have to be in the livingroom, but we'll manage). the last four months of my life (and my family's) have completely changed us and things will never be like they used to but hopefully once my dad's home we'll have some semblance of normalcy back.

school-wise, this was not the best semester for me at all. with everything that went on school fell to the wayside and just...idek. classes kinda seem insignificant when one of your parents could basically die at any moment.

other than all that i'm going to florida at the end of the month for a few weeks and then i'm going to a musicfest in delaware at the end of july (it's called firefly and like, holy shit THE LINEUP FOR THIS THING IS SPECTACULAR).

so yeah, that's been my life the last few months~
and i miss all my friends on here that i haven't spoken to in forever♥
Current Location: mi casa
Current Mood: calmcalm
Current Music: baby come home- scissor sisters
10 February 2012 @ 10:23 pm
Title: someday i'm gonna steal your heart
Rating: PG
Pairing: Kurt/Blaine
Spoilers: nothing that you don't see in the Heart promo.
Word Count: 2522
Summary: The week before the Valentine's Dance students at McKinley can send out Gorilla Grams to the people they like. Some get one or two, others get none. But Kurt? Kurt gets ten. And he doesn't know from who.
Disclaimer: I own nothing. Title from the song Steal Your Heart by Augustana
Warnings: fluff and an abundance of random song lyrics.

Who would send him a gorilla-gram? Well, one person would, but that person was currently at home, still recovering from his eye surgery, and wasn’t due back at school for a few more daysCollapse )
Current Location: mi casa
Current Mood: giddygiddy
Current Music: Steal Your Heart- Augustana
08 February 2012 @ 01:26 pm
hi guys.

just making a quick post to update you all.

first off, thank you so much for all the comments and messages and whatnot, i really appreciate it.

my dad's surgery went well on monday. the doctor said it was because his heart is strong. if it wasn't...well...yeah.

they repaired the damage caused by the ruptured ulcer but he also had gangrene on his colon so they had to cut parts of it off, therefore he'll have a colonoscopy bag for at least the next 6 months. He'll also be in the ICU for at least another week and then he'll probably be in the hospital for maybe a month or so. and then rehab afterwards, so he probably won't be coming home til like, maybe April.

he's still intubated and he's still under sedation, so he hasn't woken up yet or breathed on his own. they're slowly going to start weaning him off the tube though, so that's good.

but yeah. He's still not okay. not by a long shot, but he's alive. and the doctors and surgeons are all optimistic that he'll recover.
Current Location: mi casa
Current Mood: optimisticoptimistic
Current Music: Holocene- Bon Iver
05 February 2012 @ 12:32 am
even though i don't really post much on here, i still decided that something like this i need to post.

yesterday my dad was admitted into the hospital and he's been in the ICU since then.

he has ulcers on his esophagus and one behind his stomach where the lower intestines start. The one there ruptured and he had severe internal bleeding. he literally lost all of his blood and needed so many transfusions. idek how many bags of blood he's gone through since then (I lost count after 7).

he had surgery this morning but because a) he was under anesthesia too long and b) his body/skin is so malnourished, they couldn't close him up.
so he's under sedation and the next 48 (well now like 30) hours are critical.
he could still die.

if he survives the weekend then on monday they'll finish the surgery. and then from there we'll slowly figure out what we need to do and plan for the future.

he's going to need so much recovery time and then probably go into a rehab and we'll need some sort of homemaker or get him into an adult daycare for during the day since no one will be home until later in the day to be with him and just... yeah.

the last 48 hours of my life have not been the greatest.

so even though i haven't been on here in a while, i still consider so many of you friends and i'd appreciate it if you all can keep my father and my family in your thoughts.
Current Mood: sadsad
Current Music: After The Storm- Mumford And Sons
30 January 2012 @ 03:58 pm
I've already personally responded to a few people but I'll just make a general post and say thank so you much for all the birthday wishes! (I mean, for me here in the US, it's tomorrow, but for some of you it's already the 31st, so yeah)

I'm really like, never on here anymore, and a lot of people have removed me from their flist, and that's okay. I'm predominately on tumblr now, so if you wanna follow me i'm here at kissedmequiteinsane

anyways yeah. this time tomorrow i'll be 20 years old and that's just kjdghsdlkjgsdflk to me because holy shit, when the hell did i stop being a teenager. but oh well.

and my classes are all really great this semester, so i'm actually looking forward to the next few months :]

soooo yeah, that's really all I have to post. again, thank you so much! and really, please follow me on tumblr if you have one! (and send me a message so I know who you are or something, because it'd be great to have my friends from here be over there as well)

okay yeah. How're you all doing?
Current Mood: happyhappy
Current Music: Little Numbers- Boy